
[the girl with the broken smile]
hi.. i'm kiwi. i'm a born again Christian, even though i may not seem to you. do not judge me. i love my Lord. i'm a recovering alcoholic, like i said, do not judge. i have a disease that the Lord and the medication Campral is helping with. i'm also an abuse survivor. i'm 23. i also struggle with Bipolar Disorder II w/ Mixed States, along with PTSD, Anxiety Disorder & Social Phobia. i like music. a lot. i love the color pink. sparkly things are good. i love wwe wrestling, the o.c, pink floyd, house md, hello kitty, spongebob, neopets, livejournal. i'm a strict animal lover & vegetarian. i have a hello kitty tattoo, a dark/light purple & dark/light green butterfly and a star one that looks like a blue fade trimmed with black. i have three holes in each lobe, with a pink sparkly stud & two plain silver ball studs. i'm a little out of my mind. a bit insane. but sweet otherwise. i dislike wiseasses who think they are better than anybody else & have no consideration for other's feelings. i have a cat maxine. she's fat & we're gonna get married. no actually. i am married. to the best man in the world. hehe i just pictured myself on a giant purple fruit flying to the moon. i love to make people laugh. just don't piss me off. ;D one thing you need to know about me; i'm a bullshitter ;D
[my universe]
some of my entries are fun. some are heartbreaking. some just sad. some are weird. some are strange. some might scare the shit out of you. a good bit of them deal with my alcoholism and my grief of losing my nanny.. distant memories that the heart holds so dear.
 I am lost in the see-thru, Think you lost yourself too.

[i pity the fool who don't credit]
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